After researching, watching videos and being an Animal lover. After much thought I finally decided to be a vegetarian. I know it’s not a simple thing but I seriously want to a vegetarian. I don’t wanna be a meat eater killing innocent lives just to satisfy my hunger. Well this is my moral in life. I know it’s not an overnight thingy. After Great people like Isaac Newton, Orlando Bloom, Pink, Natalia Portman, Michael Jackson, Da Vinci, John Lennon, George Harrison, Ringo Starr, Paul McCartney (basically Every Member of Beatles), Eric Johnson, Buddha, Jesus, Carrie Underwood, Brad Pitt, Avril Lavigne, Kirk Hammett and my biggest influence Oliver Sykes were all a vegetarian. So after much thought for months and discussions with Friends and parents, I have finally given up eating mutton (goat),pork, beef and Lamb on 1st of October. Even though my favourite are MUTTON SATAY and LAMB CHOP. I hate the idea of killing another creature for me to devour. Oh well it’s gonna be a hell of a ride. I know it’s not east to give up a habit that have started more than 10 years ago.
Learn how to love and forget how to hate.
After seeing this picture( this pic won many award but 3 month later the photogrpher killed himself because of depression) again and some videos of African kids, Animal cruelty and Videos of this guys doing cliff jumping to the ocean in some Arabic country and one of them was doing cliff jumping and his face was fucking split into two when it hit the concrete , he was floating in the sea with blood gently floating around him. His friends quickly called for help,. And soon when the emergency came the fucking sea was fucking covered with his blood. Later they took a video of his face in the hospital. Fucking Sad. If I was him, I would fucking kill myself then go through suffering. His face was spilt opened into two. No eyes ,his face was disfigured badly, Nose was gone. And seriously I can’t see up his face anymore. And he was fucking moving. This is the time i really hated life, god and myself. He was only doing it because of a thrill and this is what he got punishing for. FUCK LIFE, I really feel Fucked up with life. And the past few days my suicidal thoughts came to haunt me. Being 17, I really I feel like I’m 57. Going through my Mid Teen Crisis is not easy
Well being fishing for the foruth times. And still not yet catch anything, but when got tons of nibbles in Kranji reservoir park with the fishes called halfbeaks. Really strange fishes with long ‘’nose’’. While seems that their mouth were too small for our hooks thus they could only nibble on our bait. I have to seriously catch something soon before i give up this age-old sport. And our next location could be sembawang ,punggol or changi. See where the wind takes us too.
Today I was rudely awakened by the thunder at 9.15am. And we were experiencing a power failure, when to reboot the main electrical box. And went back to sleep. Finally woke up at 2pm. At 3.30pm went for the match, it was a great game. We won 9-0. What a Thrash. OWNED. After went to clean our boots, and headed our way to limbang to grab some drink. Talk plenty of cocks. And talk to ugaesh about life, and went back home. I went back I then realise that I miss place my boots, I back trailed my path. But none avail. Lost my $30 boots I bought from Mustafa. But I was planning to buy a new boots after all.
Yesterday I went to Fishing again with the guys from 5pm-11pm. But sadly we only caught tons of mosquito’s bites rather than any fish. Itching all over my legs. Both Caleb koh and Caleb Wu are currently out of Singapore now. I’m pretty bored. And i seriously don’t feel like going for kickboxing tomorrow and we might have a important match tomorrow in the evening , have to go and find my soccer boots’ lace.