After seeing this picture( this pic won many award but 3 month later the photogrpher killed himself because of depression) again and some videos of African kids, Animal cruelty and Videos of this guys doing cliff jumping to the ocean in some Arabic country and one of them was doing cliff jumping and his face was fucking split into two when it hit the concrete , he was floating in the sea with blood gently floating around him. His friends quickly called for help,. And soon when the emergency came the fucking sea was fucking covered with his blood. Later they took a video of his face in the hospital. Fucking Sad. If I was him, I would fucking kill myself then go through suffering. His face was spilt opened into two. No eyes ,his face was disfigured badly, Nose was gone. And seriously I can’t see up his face anymore. And he was fucking moving. This is the time i really hated life, god and myself. He was only doing it because of a thrill and this is what he got punishing for. FUCK LIFE, I really feel Fucked up with life. And the past few days my suicidal thoughts came to haunt me. Being 17, I really I feel like I’m 57. Going through my Mid Teen Crisis is not easy

Well being fishing for the foruth times. And still not yet catch anything, but when got tons of nibbles in Kranji reservoir park with the fishes called halfbeaks. Really strange fishes with long ‘’nose’’. While seems that their mouth were too small for our hooks thus they could only nibble on our bait. I have to seriously catch something soon before i give up this age-old sport. And our next location could be sembawang ,punggol or changi. See where the wind takes us too.